i haven't posted much lately. to be honest, i've felt like i am barely holding life together. for some unknown reason to me, Jesus is asking me to walk through a dark, lonely valley that i have surrendered to because frankly, i don't have the energy to fight it anymore.
so, when i received an email this afternoon with this youtube video embedded in it, i watched it without really seeing it at first. and then, in the midst of my clouded thoughts the message began to strike a chord.
i saw how Jesus truly does hold our lives together, even when we can't see it.
i've said this before when i've written a post, i don't know where you are. maybe we're at the same place - having to blindly surrender to our Saviour and trust when trusting seems like the last thing we want to do. maybe you've known Jesus but decided to *un-know* Him. it happens - i understand. and maybe you don't know Him at all. and maybe you are at an amazing time of fellowship with your Creator and Friend. i don't know.
but what i do know is that in the midst of the darkness, in the midst of the questions and tears, He is here. He is here and He truly is holding it all together.
this video is a little over 8 minutes long, but it's worth it...