the first time...

Sunday, March 28, 2010

i looked at your sweet face i couldn't help but laugh.


and cry.


at the same time.


but not because of anything funny.


i just loved you.


completely.


and i loved your sweet little old man face.


seriously.


you looked so disgruntled that i couldn't help but fall in love with you.


it's been 9 months and 3 days since that first moment i told you i loved you face to face.


9 months of falling more and more in love with being a mama.


9 months of giggles and laughter, of tears and sorrow.




9 months of forgetting more and more what life was like before i became a mama of 3.


9 months of realizing that despite the craziness, chaos, life that sometimes ensues, i wouldn't trade the life i've been given...for anything.


i also wouldn't trade the bed head you wake up with.


only adds to your *old man* persona.


i am in love.