7 months ago today, in about 1 hour and 10 mins, i heard the door open and a voice called out my name. at first, i didn't recognize it. it wasn't until the second time he called out, "kimberley!", that i knew for sure that it was tony.
pain had changed him.
the 29th - 31st are extremely hard days for us as a family. reminders of what is missing. reminders of painful rememberings.
it is so easy to turn inward.
i avoided my computer for the most part until yesterday evening. the 30th seems like a somewhat safe day...the breath between the shock. and so i logged in last night to find a reminder that, even in my pain, i need to keep my focus outward. i was reminded that sometimes pain is so raw, so encompassing, so...unexplainable. and it touches everyone. not just me. not just my precious family. but everyone.
and i knew this.
but i needed to be reminded.
and so, and i would like to try something.
i moderate my comments...a number of months ago someone from korea was trying to send me links to some rather seedy sights and so i began to monitor what i published on my blog. i say this because i would like to be able to pray for you.
which, really doesn't look like it has anything to do with each other, but last night, in my brokenness, i asked what i could do...and i as i was falling asleep i sensed Him ask me to ask...
ask you.
ask you i how i can pray.
now. these comments won't be published. you can keep them as vague or as detailed as you would like. they will also be keep confidential. i just want you to know that someone, even if that someone is me, is lifting you up before Jesus. if posting a comment seems too unnverving or scary but you would still like me to pray, you can always email me at wifeoftony(at)gmail(dot)com.
may i please do this for you? may i please help shoulder a burden?
